Life.....
Its a small word, but its long at the same time.....unbearably long for some..excruiatingly short for some..
WHAT is life???
When I was 5, Life to me was all about school, books and chocolates.
When I was 10, life to me was about laughing, giggling and making new friends.
When I was 15, life to me was about exams, movies, chinese food and clothes.
And soon, it was about all of it....education, clothes, guys, chocolates,books, friends,movies,smiling, screaming, crying, shoes, bags, watches (ok, not really, i'm not a lot into these things)....and after all these years of pondering and pretending to know what
my life was exactly I'm stumped...Is life about watching the sun rise and set, thus stealing away a seemingly glorious day of your lifespan??? Is it about gazing up at the moon and stars and trying to unravel the hidden meaning in their twinkly twinkles??? What is the purpose of these things???Life, friends, love, education.....Friends go....and for the most of us, loves goes away too...very few end up with love "forever", how ever long THAT is...Education, oh worthless education...a tall pile of certificates....do they count as achievements??? If they do, then where is the sense of achievement?? Or is this how achievement feels?If it does, I'm disappointed... But i'm sure it doesnt...its supposed to feel great...achievement oh sweet achievement...
So what exactly counts as an achievement??? I feel this great warm thing in my heart when i do something to bring a smile to someone's face....its the same feeling, this time in the stomach when i eat chocolate....So is achievement a chemical reaction?? Is life all about asking questions and trying to find answers to them??
After years of pretension and thinking....i give up.
I love my life.
